Plain Me Thats All

i really didnt get a nice sleep...my mean time(spare time at night) will be cut short and thats bad news got confine 2 hours more then others too...shucks i really dont know how more i can handle...people having havin faith in me but how bout myself...i dunno how long more i can last its like dunno how long more to go...carrying an injured body is like an explosive time body dont know anytime will just go off....i seriously miss HOME, FRIENDS, FAMILY, RELATIVES and lots more...just there is something invisible attaching all these to me making me feel bad leaving them...i dunno i just feel so !!!! God i need u more and more but why i cant feel u, get closer to u, hear your voice anymore...day in day out been crying out loud in my heart yearning for more of you and yet there is nothing from you...are u leaving me alr? please dont...i am always here doing my best in everything just for u...anything bad good sad happy happens u r always in my mind first i sing of your praise when i am down and even up worship u everytime everywhere and all but where are you....i am feelin dry, empty, lost, sad and all i am willing to walk on oceans deep, walking to narrow way carrying ur cross... :''''''''''( i really dunno bout my future and all GOD!!!! i entrust all to u but still... i really dont know why am i here and lots more...i am just like a lost sheep the 1 that had been missing...is my abba father finding me? or is he leaving me behind...i am scared of the dark...been crying now in my room releasing everything out...so many things to say and yet...AAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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ok shant anyhow type alr...not in the mood too...this is how messy my mind and heart is..can any1 figure out? i cant...

x.J.x

changed9:37 AM,
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