Plain Me Thats All

ok first book out was not bad meet mar dor sally BB val at cine hk cafe then later yz join me bb mar dor and yz came over help me with stuffs fellowship etc really enjoy it big time..i miss every1 k...really miss loads evrytime in camp been crying thinking bout family and all...even when im out i still cry cosh i really dont want it to end so fast...svc and all easter...i cry bout lots of stuffs cos i really am at lost and i really feel dry...i NEED GOD!! WHERE ARE YOU!!! i wanna walk on waters, be still and felt ur presences, telling the moutain how big u are and how u have first love me and many more...i NEED YOU MY ABBA FATHER THIS IS UR EARTHLY CHILD CRYING OUT LOUD ASKING FOR YOUR GRACE AND MERCY!!! PLEASE TAKE ME HIGHER LORD I REALLY WANNA RELY ON U LIKE NEVER BEFORE...MY FRIENDS SAID IN ARMY EITHER U BECOME STRONGER OR WEAKER...ME I WANNA BECOME STRONGER AND LOVE U MORE I WANNA GO THE NARROW WAY EVEN THOUGH ITS HARD AND TOUGH BUT I WANNA WALK STILL PLEASE GUIDE ME...ITS ME UR EARTHLY CHILD JIA RONG HERE CHECKING IN AGAIN...HOPING U CULD MAKE MY DAY FINE AS URS AS I WALK THIS NARROW WAY...i really dont know what to say or do but jsut worship him everyday...please lord this is my prayer

LORD GUIDE ME AND TAKE ME THROUGH THE NARROW WAY
FILL ME UP AND BRING ME TO NEXT LEVEL
KEEPING ME AWAY FROM THE EVIL ONE
ENLARGE MY TERRORITY
AND DONT LET ME CAUSE PAIN TO OTHERS BUT INSTEAD
A BLESSING TO ALL
CLEANSE MY HEART BODY SOUL AND MIND
I DONT WANT TO SIN IN EVERYWAY
GIVE ME A VISION AND DREAM THAT I CAN FOLLOW
LORD TAKE CARE OF MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY
SEND DOWN UR ANGELS TO TAKE CARE OF THEM
BLESS THOSE WHO ARE WITH ME AND AGAINST ME
LET ME LOVE OTHERS LIKE HOW U LOVE ME
I WANNA LOVE U MORE AND MORE AND NOT LESS....

SO ON AND SO FORTH...

all i pray is just asking God to guide and lead me thats all i ask im just nothing w/o him...
I realise my capasity is not that big at all everything seems so small now
only thing that motivate me to do my best and over is My family
friends
w312
and God
i wanan serve him in everywway i can no matter how tired...

army life not gonna be easy and yet not gonna be so tough but still i am going to put all i got in His hands and let him make use of it as He can do great things with something as small as a mustard seed wat more can i ask of him...

Words that bring me through
IF boon bing can do it why cant i
God is with me isiah41:10-12 John3:16
Do it for every1, for myself to be better
jabez prayer ( bless me, enlarge my terriroty, keep me safe from the evil one and dont let me cause pain to others)
my friends are waiting to see me become better and stronger
Do ur best and dont regret

songs that motivate me
still
first love
here in my life
no greater love
and many more keeps randomly movnig in my mind

shall stop now and print my pic to stick in my cabinet...i shall cry out to the Lord always and praise Him as he is worthy of all praises His name only is more then enough

x.J.x

changed11:52 AM,
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