Plain Me Thats All

FUCK! first word i feel like saying after a freaking long time of not scolding any bad words...i cant really cant take it anymore... why do i still miss her and all...and she is so obviously just keepin cold... i dunno wat to say but i wanna get over her...some there waiting for me and yet im so...i feel so bad and all ... the song with you keeps playing in my mind non stop...army is coming and im just like what the...am i spiritually fit to go into a battlefield? physically and mentally im ok I DONT WANNA BS AGAIN!!! listening to music on bus few weeks back when this song says bout this lover got seprated but still the other party remain faithful and all really when i though bout just normal couple im alr like crying but when i just think bout God tears just roll down as if like i have back slide and God still remain faithful and all...just too manythings at that time that for once even though i feel really sad but i partly feel how God feel himself...and im really thankful that i had felt this pain... blessing i can say and painful too... i gotta tell myself to really forget bout her and dun think!!! but still....so yeah... many things i learn and all... im tired... really tired... when im with frenz i dont feel anything but when im alone i feel the pain and all... the slient... but i still feel that aint me... why am i becoming more and more lost... I NEED A VISION AND DREAM!!! GOD PLEASE HELP ME...

x.J.x

changed12:32 AM,
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