Plain Me Thats All

here all i wanna do is pray more and really make a difference bit by bit in my life...i might not be able to change at 1 shot but im willing... made my mind clear few hours b4 my bdae exactly b4 12...mar told me bout comments and all and i really wanna improve...i seen back till now its a big difference alr why cant i go further....i must and i will go further improving for the better...going into army i will do anything it takes to be safe not influenced and be make use of...YZ and BB are worried for me and i know that thats why i wanna make myself more focus alert sharp and many more b4 i go in...books after books here i am...when i am out of army i expecting to see myself grow alot more better then b4 phyical emotional mental and spiritual...DANCE TOO!!! wahahaha today met mar dor and nD a while and went for o school...danced really badly today...felt disappointed in myself yes even though i felt small pain and all on my body but that does not give me excuse to give up and say forget it dun dance...but i gave up =( SHUCKS!!! anyway there wont be a give up the next time...learn some stuffs from kyhe and YZ today as they came over my house...and yeah i did saw some1 look like Miss *ahem* and really i realise i had not forgotten bout her i still do kinda miss here left and right...just so ~!!!! AHHH!!! i dunno wat to do... but i told myself FOCUS! and all...haizzz...the song with you by chris brown keeps playing in my mind...too i just felt that 1 day i gotta go visit ray at his work place and all just feel there is a need to talk to him and all for sure...even though its very !!! and far but still needed...am blessed with frenz like DOR ND MAR YZ BB KHYE FANG VAN VETTE VAL........(lists goes on) and lots lots and way lots more people people that always let me disturb and always cheer me up etc too....God places new people in ur life for a purpose some are temp some are perm and many more and yes its true in my life frenz come and go and i learn many things from them some i hardly chat with some aint frenz no more and too much more things to say but still 1 word THANKS as i have learn many things from all the events and all...and now i shall rest NIGHTS!!!

GOD LET ME DANCE BETTER
SERVE U MORE
CHANGE MY FEEL FOR HER
MOER WISDOM
HEAL MY INJURIES
SPEAK TO ME
GIVE ME A VISION
BLESS ME SO I CAN BE A BLESSING TO OTHERS
TAKE CARE OF MY FAMILY AND FRENZ

hiya too many cos im a greedy guy hahahaha so anyway nights~

x.J.x

changed2:51 AM,
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