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christmas round the corner...been job hunting and all hating it big time OH YA FRENZ!!! wahahaa yeah invited them over but all just say confirm gg see how and all then suddenly last min they just bail outta on me like that and all till now i got only 2 or 3 frenz but still i will work on them been talking and all to them from day to night hoping they will come be blessed and get saved yeah still working on it too MY DRIVING IS HERE!!!! 27th DEC shall be the date i pass my driving and go onto next level yeah!!!quickly pass and drive on road...too ok next was thinking of getting a sales design job but with unstable pay...not having the mood to celeb christmas...woke up in the morning my grandpa wasnt feeling very well alr...His health is decreasing big big time once in a while he sees hell and white light in his dreams and anytime will just pass away thats wat all i heard and know the rest my parents dont wanna tell me at all...keep getting nightmares non stop...praying lesser and lesser each day...lastnight was in a cab sending val home and this taxi uncle talked to me after hearin our convo and he said how long will u be in there...a christ can become a non and vice verse...he was once a fervent christ but now no more...he kept talking and kinda indirectly asking me are u gg to stay or drop outta...an sms came i myself dont even know how many svc i can even go now im even more worried whether i can even attend 1 and yet my freaking ministry people sms and said u cant avail myself to serve even 1? its not that we are short of man power but im more concern of your commitment to the ministry....WT!!! yes i dont really like serving and all but i tell myself i will serve cos i love Him and thus i will serve....i cant even go my own svc ask me how to even freakin serve...sunday getting out is like getting scolded alr...FUCK IT! keep smsing me asking me whether i can serve this sat and keep smsing and all when i say cant then they will just sms asking am i ok? HELL YEAH I AM!!! screwed up many things now... anyway overall its ok lah...use to it alr...kk gotta get some work out and all get ready to go over my grandparents place to get some dinner, company them and all...chillz~!!! God please let my frenz be free for christmas... changed12:09 PM, 0 comments |
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