ok been sometimes since i come in and blog already...firstly wanna say is bout family and really it consumes me the most running up and down...family arguements and all really tiring me out doing my best at home and all...its drying me out real fast and worst is didnt talk to my mum for a week alr...after tmr...feel so weak, tired, empty, dried out...next is school been asking the best of us this time round and 1 shot 2 projs just hit us like that...really been dried out wat more does all want from me...went to powerhse and pray really just a touch of His presences and really refreshed me like never before...my lower back and both kness are really injured but still now its fine...feeling so tired now a week more b4 all ends...and too during this week will have big roller coaster rides will be in my way...im so so so tired now...everynight my house seems like a whole family but on the big scale its like so empty and all comes to night its so silent dark and cold...been blasting my room with musics to make the place more lively but till a certain point of time it dieded down as usual... :( everyday is like big battle for me non stop...here there there here!!!! URG!!!! too taking my basic soon hope i can pass... K, and now for her i really dont know what to say...ending it all real soon ba...just matter of time and all its not i wanna give up but all these going through now been consuming me big time till my battery inside me is like -100% kinda feeling feel so unfair and all for her so even though my heart and all dosent wanna give up but still it gotta end... now all alone in my room been "crying"...been burned out badly this time round but still i wont complain and all as loosers complain only and too there are many people serving bigger time then me for the Lord and they aint burned out etc etc like yong zhi really serving the Lord and then me? i shall be like them!!!anyway just wanna get some rest and all now b4 i start working out and doing my proj again...
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AbOuT
Am Gone
Name: Rong
DOB: 23.1...
likes: sleep and dont wake up, design and dance, having fun chilling and lots more
hates: nothing
wishes to have/be: dance better, able to really plan bout wat am i gonna do and all , a better computer, a house of my own, and lots more
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