Plain Me Thats All

been really v long time since i enter alr...yeah too many uppers and downers yeah rocky ride indeed...starting my feelings rather numb now dont have much heart and all not much of faith and all...building fund is here and really i dont know what to say bout it just rather !!! yeah too my money is very little i seriously gotta get a few jobs alr...im interested in building His house...been looking into differet works and all too...next is my vision of what i really need asap is just a house which is v impt why? cos i wanna open up my house for fellowshipping dance work study and all...i want it to be that frenz are able to come and dance, some study and during holidays and all able to have bbq too...it hit my mind suddenly while walking back home just now and too had visualise that my home will be a nice place to be in it...a car later on really so random and im still so young how can i get a house in such short time...been thinking bout my life and all but i just dont know where to start from i gotta ask help from my frenz asap...too i have been visualising that my frenz are more open to get saved...too many dreams and all and im really aiming it. really enjoy having my frenz round me constatly cheering me up and all...yeah talked to my dad bout house and all too yup...wish i can be a better dancer and dance performing WOW!!! hard work...too many things at hand now oh talking bout things too i thought of getting a few products i had design to be protoyped out for collection but gotta improve on it too...yeah spiritually i dunno wat to say...i still dunno to put the number down not cos i only had a small feeling for it thats all...plus i only got 5 months to give cos november i got not much money think only 50 for the whole month...sadded ah..too many things to say from my mind but i dunno how to put them properly maybe too much events happening visions and all but still i will wanna do 1 thing that is I DREAM AND VISUALIZE WHAT I NEED AND HE IS ABLE TO MAKE IT HAPPEN...AS IF IM ABLE TO THINK HE THEN IS ABLE TO PROVIDE...IF AN EARTHLY FATHER IS ABLE TO GIVE GOOD GIFTS TO HIS SON EVEN IF THE SON ASKED FOR A STONE OR A POISONOUS SNAKE AS A GIFT HE WONT GIVE IT TO HARM US BUT WILL GIVE GIFTS THAT WILL HELP US AND ALL SO WHAT MORE CAN WE AS FROM OUT HEAVENLY ALPHA OMEGA FATHER. i still wanna believe and am believing a miracle will happen. so my biggest aim now is to get a house for myself asap.

x.J.x

changed9:30 PM,
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