Plain Me Thats All

ok starting wanna say is YESHA!!!! GOT MY PAY!!! 200 only but still am happy...slogged for 2 weeks man...rushed down to cg and im alr like really 1/2 gone comes to the word im alr gone....liao alr....but it was great...after that was fellowship yeah then cab jess home b4 gg home myself....but still my heart is really feel rather cannot bare to part with my hard earn money...giving it to my ABBA father and all :'( WAH!!!! i wanan get jeans and shoes and shirts :( can i be selfish for once? sobs sobs....anyway didnt give to my Daddy God my tith for this month alr in advance thanking Him for the allowence and all He is giving to me real soon as i have faith in Him....i enjoy thanking Daddy God in advance for single thing as i believe He will guide me right time right moment etc...as your earthly father is willing to give u bread to eat even if u ask for stone, a nice present and all as he is your loving father even a bad father will know how to give good gifts to his son what more can we ask from Him our ABBA FATHER, providing us every single thing so yeah i pray and thank Him for tmr.....still many things in my heart gotta really be changed I WANNA BE MOER KINGDOM MINDED AND HEARTED!!!! i gotta admit that i always wont pray more then 30 mins as 30min is MAX alr but everytime for no reason i will suddenly realise my eyes are all watery and etc strength next day etc...i realise its not the time that counts but the connection....i will just get into the spirit for a while to get my mind out of the world and into His world and when i reach there i usually pray and thank Him for everything, next is repent and ask of His help for prayer request and last is mine...i always enjoy the time even if its little but is like WOW!!!! but aint know why nightmares keeps attacking me so EEEEE can...yucks anyway shall go off soon blog more other times...nighto...

x.J.x

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