Plain Me Thats All

Had something funny though...thinking all of us as gladiators fighting everday non-stop...against sins and all, getting new friends to join in the war with us side by side. He gave us His best weaponary, amory and all asking us to use to wisely, i didnt pick it up any of those using bare hands and wat im able to find around me to go against war, by and by again He asked me to pick up His stuffs and be by His side helping him non stop i refuse to pick it up but am still by His side. getting weaker and weaker everday why cant i just pick em up!!!! so near yet so far....as if my will is rejecting em...felt as if im stuck in the middle waged on a unknown war of unknown side....who's able to pick me up again and again!!! keep trying my best to go up everday higher and higher...whats scary and powerful is not in the sword itself but the person who's using it that is..ok im talking crap anyway back to world...enjoy having mar as a great friend,leader and sister...yeah helped me in alot of ways....not to forget nD Dori YZ BOON Pris Jess Fang and too many more in my life been helping me non stop...promised myself not to fall no matter wat as i shall stand firm and strong even if the sky came crashing down on me big time and not only standing firm but improving myself all the time be it in my sleep,awake anywhere i go anytime....man went back to sch and kinda miss my ite bros all the nonsense till even my teacher cannot take it thinking bout whether to take us next moduel not...aint full yet...hahhaha many more to come...still really miss em loads without em = without fun in sch...things flies real fast till i miss it big time...i really wanna slow down alot...bout drama, didnt share much with the people cos still somethings rather left unsaid etc....ok im really tired just wanna rest now....nights and chillz ya all~!!!! my motto everyday is YES!!!! ANOTHER DAY !!!! LETS ALL JIA YOU !!! IMPROVE AND BETTER!!!.....yeah

x.J.x

changed12:03 AM,
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