Plain Me Thats All

ok today woke up messing the whole house finding for a pump for bball...went to bedok meet mar and rest and went back to parkway lib for bball yup...rather fun i guess had cg after that and fellowship whole day was rather fine i guess...really just aint know why i dont have the feel to really go and do things...like as if im being handicapped...playing bball i just no feel no nothing today kinda "twisted" my leg but was all right...cg cant even really keep still and aint know why when i wanna speak my throat was stuck really )^%%%^T&G rather troubled by it...inside me do feel as if there is 1/2 1/2 im on fire for God but aint know why other 1/2 i feel rather down in a way HIYA dun go church etc...really 1/2 lifted 1/2 down as if inside me there is a war...really took me time to force myself to call in for PC yest night too...gotta hide here n there at home to avoid my cousins and all man...today rather really tired and all and ger was like....i really dunno lah trying to help out and give suggestion even though chances of failing is rather high but no harm trying that kind and she was like...really dunno her lah saying wat im defensive i aint lor but its the fact that giving suggestions, helping out and all might not work at such HOUR OF 1.11AM DUH~ right but at least suggest try and all wat AT LEAST ITS DONE RIGHT AND A TRY RIGHT NO HARM DONE ETC WAT and she like....giving suggestion and asking to try also got wrong like that if failed COME ON LAH SUCH AN HOUR man...forget it lah aint wanna say much really bring my mood down alot and starting to piss me off...typing this now my left knee really hurt alot inside is a sharp pain...freakingly getting on my nerves but trying my best not to use any vulgar words out....FREAK LAH!!!!

x.J.x

changed12:00 AM,
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