Plain Me Thats All

yeah...ok 1st thing 1st...really seems not myself lately meet up with the crew today and was total madness with locking learning teaching fun and etc....met val qing niger and others too yeah...kenneth did the locking for the crew to learn and dance and all agree with it while i really feel uneasy bout it as if doing locking is a wrong thing instead hiphop will be better tried cheoroing some things out but cant...even though i pin my hopes on getting into pro o or at least dance min...really wanna learn dance but back to reality i've lost of words to say...really just 1 person know how i really feel and that is God himself...knew the crew wont have eddie ah ger and few others from the start...aint gonna pin my hopes too high cos if it drops it will be a very painful 1 but is my heart really gg that high even though now im typing this stuffs out my heart stills tells me to go for high hopes and all go for it....im questioning myself real hard now even i cant sleep my eyes are wide open body is physically strong to go on dancing mind is stressing out gg over the limits to think of something good to go to the next round...thinking of backing out but the thought that i told ger yz and alot more im joining dance they all were happy and wanna see how this team goes...imagine i back out now they all will be disappointed...too the team will be angry...anyway will do alot of thinking now chillz~!!!

9-3-07
1:56am

x.J.x

changed1:42 AM,
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