yeah today 1st day of sch was rather funny lah k....yeah hahaa sch was short cos afternoon lesson gone yup then ended like 1230 yeah went to meet xiuzhen and andy till2 plus at J8 after that went home rest awhile and went for hip hop class 1 yeah...really blew me away real good...suddenly keep thinking bout talent time and all yeah...bout my dance wat people say and all i really feel the unknown pressure in me rising real badly and also i saw my gpa was like FUCK!!! 1.154 haizzz nothing to say i really dont know what is my future will be only worries sadness and all but part of me tells me to believe god and carry on having trust in Him...sometimes my fire just ran out for no reason and i really just went flat no motivation at all like as if im asking myself study for wat....my future? wat future i have yes i really wanna be hard working and all but is there a way out for me a passion in me and all? i really just cant speak wat i gotta say infront of my frenz but when im all alone like now i can feel wat i wanna say out real loud in me....His voice i really wanna hear....my aim is coming real soon like march april may june july and all...bdae coming alr i dunno wat to do also and how am i gonna celebrate like as if just another normal day for me as all will be busy and all plus who am i to celebrate bdae im just a normal person thats all...yeah sometimes i do tell people positive things but me? am i like that too mayb once in a while yeah im but other times? im just worst then em...i feel the heavy stones on my heart pressing it abusing it and all...i just can just stand there like a total retard watching my heart suffer and feel its suffering...so when people ask me why i dont have a gf as much as i want 1
1st i cant find 1
2nd how am i suppose to take care of her when all these are happening
3rd will i let her suffer? if yes sry i wont...i rather have a heart break then suffer
4th who am i
5th what is my purpose here
6th how will i fair in future and many many more...really aint wanna think bout it any more JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!!! BUZZ OFF....
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Am Gone
Name: Rong
DOB: 23.1...
likes: sleep and dont wake up, design and dance, having fun chilling and lots more
hates: nothing
wishes to have/be: dance better, able to really plan bout wat am i gonna do and all , a better computer, a house of my own, and lots more
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