Plain Me Thats All

yeah...woke up real early this morning for work...work was all right yeah from 10 to 530 after that went down to meet bb n syl for lan...was all right lah jut feeling kinda headache and my left knee kinda pain aint know why dont really have much mood to chat....yest praying for every1 and at the start my eyes suddenly became watery alr...and i just prayed as tears rolled down i prayed for liek half an hour or so for every1 who know i know n not know...after prayers i went to have some rest but still crying...cant stop i dont know why...i prayed daily asking god for help asking why i cant hear his voice, am i really into christ, is my desire for him becoming lesser and weaker? what will happen to me in da future and many more...i still feel gaps in between frenship, kinship and others and worst of all my relation ship with god....i doubt myself alot of things...am i still in my past....i dont really dare to venture intoa relationship and others shant say why....haizzz too many things in my mind...when mar called and talked to me i feel more bad in my mind aint know why also just that i really feelin kinda down...man wind when will ya be free to catch up the old times man....really kinda miss u chatting with ya and sharing probs...really hate to be alone...i dont know why i got such kinda feelin once in a while...and i really hate it...anyway shll just go get some rest now feeling more pain in my head....http://youtube.com/watch?v=Snn96dUhHCk
http://youtube.com/watch?v=Lg71tdAjtiM

haiz....really feelin kinda down wish to chat with some1...

x.J.x

changed12:41 AM,
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