Plain Me Thats All

yeah aint know why i keep having feelins for being left out ignored hate and others and sometimes i feel so hurt till i can really feel as if my heart is being sliced out pieces by pieces haizz...yeah OVER DRIVE !!!! real nice lah....superb WR is dam good lah daniel WWWEE!!!! came in 1st man FIRST i tell ya FIRST!!! dam good lah love the last dance hella yeah...was really fun lah...chat with some 1 bout some prob and just really wanna tell ah ger sry bout that time saying (thanks for leaving me at home...) was only joking but think u too it for real and feel kinda angry huh....really wanna say sry but aint know how to say it(or is that there is other reasons that ya angry/sad/mad/hate (at) me cos i kinda able to feel it aint know why...)...yup saw ya kinda sick on over d that day take care k...yeah went for svc today....really feel kinda stuck in middle aint know whether wanna get outta christ or carry on my fire is getting extinguish soon...aint know why just feel that the devil wants me....as if im stuck in between both good and evil...feel rather bothered by it alot too...dam!!!! trying to control my vulgarities aint wanna say it much or even better not at all...yeah keep having flash backs making a deep scar in my heart...tried talking to my family casual chats and all but wont last long haizz feel as if a wall is being build i feel rather really sad lah sometimes i just wish i can get a very quiet place and cry out loud real loud...(not at home for sure) feelin rather hurt by the flashes past and all once i thought i had sealed all my hurts and all up not letting it out and cover it real deep alr till recently it all appears right infront of my very mind hurting me more deep ir eally cant take it anymore HELP!!!! im really crying for help...tried talking to mar but still i really cant...gotta find some1 im confortable to chat with....really wish i can...WIND WHERE YA!!!! haizz...wind is 1 of em i feel confortable to chat with really true...cos mayb we do have lots of thigns in common...yeah http://youtube.com/watch?v=KZMkhX5Y2uE
http://youtube.com/watch?v=dvxLcqUbx3A

x.J.x

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