i dont know why but suddenly was in trance thinking what am i doing actually i dont know...a feelin came down telling me hey dont waste your time dude make full use of it be it from dawn to dawn or others...just spend it wisely dancing having fun studying seriously get a good job the end...do something useful but when i heard useful i was like wtf man haizzz kept supporting ppl ard me asking them to think positive and bright side aint giving up but wat am i doing...the opposite of wat i said...i dont know why....sometimes i keep thinking doing all these aint gonna help me at all but why i did it...i really dont know why too im just blur...on the bus listening to the song how great is our god i got into confusion...im like i said i wanna go back to god but im scared...afraid and mixed feelings came in....somtimes i do wish im reborn again and this time i wanna really go after god doing what im suppose to do as now i dont even know what im suppose to do im lost...just have a fruitful day after day that is all i request but think its hard to realise it...me im just now feelin kinda down not knowing what to say even now im typing i dont even know how to express my feelings just anyhow typing out cos im really confused now..wish some 1 could help me...

things i wanna do
1) study well(hope)
2)dance well(wish)(on the way)
3)follow god(trying real hard)
4)carry on helping my friends (doing it still)
5) reborn to have a new n better life (aint know when will happen)
6)gettin rid of my bad habits(tryin real hard)
7)finishin taskes given to me on time(trying)
8)meeting more new friends n helping ppl out (trying too)
9)know what's my life purpose and follow it(what is my worth on earth)
10)enjoy everyday with fun and trin to take myself to the next level(??)

that is my "so called" "list" yeah...anyway shall stop here dunno wat to say alr anyway went to oschool was nice there yeah played games with xyz bb mel and syl syl loose alr dont do forfeit 1 yucks...i did my forfeit lor yeah shall take a rest now...

x.J.x
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Name: Rong
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likes: sleep and dont wake up, design and dance, having fun chilling and lots more
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